This morning I touched Adam and woke him up, so he told me to go home, and so I did. I am pretty sure I am not going back. It is breaking my heart but there are a few things I need in a man and well, Adam just doesn't have enough of them to tolerate some of the things he does have. I'm going to trust that there is someone who does have what it takes to love me, who can accept all of me. mean while summer's coming and lots of stuff is happening. It'll be good to just be myself again instead of always missing having the man i love. It just sucks though that the cure for wanting more of someone is leaving them.